Hari Berkabung

Waaaa....malam tadi ku bau je kehilangan Fifi.

sedih sangat2.dah banyak memori aku dengan Fifi

Dia sangat comel.Tidak banyak merungut.

Andai aku tiada masa bersama dengan dia,

dia akan cuba menarik perhatian ku

Sekarang Fifi sudah tiada..

ku terasa sangat kosong dan sendiri

malam tadi tidur dengan tidak lenanya

mengingatkan kehilangan Fifi

semoga Fifi selamat di luar sana

memoriku sentiasa bersama Fifi

meratap pemergian Fifi....

fifi yang comey

fifi telah pergi menghilang

fifi dah tiada lagi

kita hanya akan menghargai sesuatu apabila sesuatu itu telah hilang....
maka, buatlah sesuatu agar mereka terasa dihargai =)

salam sang kelana d--b

izinkanku bersendiri

assalamualaikum

sorry since i don't update my blog quite a long time.thanks to UTP internet.he2.i try to update if I can.but so far nothing new that i went through to share my journey with the reader.

sekarang nih,sang mentari pun lom muncul lagi di ufuk timur.wakaka..berbahasa plak!!yelah.nak sangat dapat internet laju kat UTP nih.kenala sacrifice tidur.btw,xkisah pon.it just killing two birds by one stone,just in this matter maybe three kot.huhuhu..selain dari nak guna internet yang laju.people said,early bird catch the worm.kata orang melayu,pintu rezeki tu murah kalau xtidur selepas subuh which sangat susah utk org zaman sekarang praktikkan.konpem tidur pas subuh termasuk sang kelana.haih.orang kata setiap hari perlu ada perubahan.i try to stay after subuh as long as i can.hik2.and another one bird that i kill is,since kelas kol 8 karang,so cam malas nak tidur balik.hik2

last monday i did a decision.camne nak kata ek.1st of all,i just want to say a great apologize(if there such term) to TTSian since sang kelana menarik diri di saat2 akhir.yela show esok,dahle xcukup pelakon,tetiba tarik diri plak.btw xdela tetiba pon.b4 that kalau ada yang xtau apa itu TTS ble la klik TTS.we just make a blog for anyone out there to know more about us(TTS) and our recent activities.ok,back to the story...i feel miserable about withdraw from the 2 coming shows yet i feel relief that i at least i make a decision which i comfort with and happy with.anyway ku dah lama fikir perkara ini seminggu yang lalu,just i still dont have any courage to make decision yet. in my defense for my decision,1st since dah lama tinggalkan pentas the skill quite rusty(berkarat lerrr..)-seem just an excuse right??.2nd,too much coming shows which mean a lot of commitment to give which i know i can take the pressure yet i just dont want to handle the pressure so far.as others know since ku di tahun akhir pengajian ku,projek2 telah berlambak even bau 1st week of semester.FYP(final year project),FYDP(final year design project) and projek subjek2 len.orang len boleh la kata,senior2 len boleh je sebelum ni.fine.diorang punya,itu hal diorang la.just for me,this is my future and i know which is my priority right now.and summore i don want to be blame if i cant give full commitment.it lagi menyakitkan hati and menyusahkan orang kalau kita bersetuju to give full commitment tapi at the end of the day, we can't. which in this case, kedatangan untuk berlatih which i seem it hard for me to come since i need to have a time for my project which some time there have meeting.moreover i just want to have more time with my friends,thats all..3rd reason is i join TTS is for fun,interest and my leisure.if too much pressure and constraint-why must i go ahead with all kind of stuff.thats what i found recently where some of the show is during my class and all coming show is every week,even i'm not involve directly to all the show but still,the pressure still there.too much defense right.i just don want to be like what my director said,melepaskan hingus di tepi tangga.ya,i'm agree with him which for me, i don do things just ala kadar.at least i wanna put an effort to the very best for it.to doc,ku xmerajuk..just nak ambil dari ayat artis,"saya hanya mahu berehat dan berundur diri seketika".cewwaahh..artis ke??berlakon pon ntah apa2 ntah.hehehe..and kalau saya masih diperlukan lagi untuk masa akan datang,insyaAllah kalau tiada aral dan tekanan sebegini,apa salahnya kan.my heart still with TTS.hmm..too much of defensing and crapping.

sowila for the reader.i just want to share.life is not always beautiful as we want.the sun can't shines all day.sometimes it rain,sometimes its cloudy.kena la terima kan.itulah namanya cabaran hidup.teringat salah satu blog kawanku-blog half(TTSian juga) where one of his post talkin bout making decision.yah..in this world people need to make a decision.walaupun ianya payah,makan mati emak,luah mati bapak,we still need to choose the best decision.hidup tanpa masalah dan cabaran,ur life is so lame.sebab semua itu perencah hidup.kalau kata orang tua masak lauk tanpa perencah - tasteless.so,kenala terima seadanya.teringat plak salah satu ayat Al-Qur'an,maksud dia mungkin begini "Tidaklah beriman seseorang itu sehinggalah ia diuji Allah"

oklah..since this post tribute more to TTS,so i just want to put moment that i share with TTS.thanks a lot guys,hope we still can act in one play in the future =)

my first show with TTS -QUM
jalan2 kat teluk batik
after show Asylum 50, Festival Teater Negeri Perak
we are 3rd in Festival Teater Negeri Perak
after show Jebat
bergambar bersama cheryl samad after show asylum di chancelor hall
beraya di rumah doc~
lepak2 di anjung baru rumah doc
Asylum 50 crew
Asylum lagi..di MPH
Qum di perlis sempena Majlis Sunnah Kebangsaan
brainstorming before start teater

izinku bersendirian mencari senyuman yang hilang
menghayun kaki tanpa arah tujuan
menjejak kembali erti gembira yang kian pudar

salam sang kelana d--b

sampai bila...

entahla..

kalau hidup dah sendirian,

kemana lagi hati nak mengadu

hanya Yang Satu diharapkan tempat mengadu,

kalau senyuman penawar duka,

jadi topeng diri yang lara

sekadar meneruskan hidup yang tidak seindah pelangi

perlukan cahaya mentari walau sekadar tika cuma..

untuk menghapuskan awan mendung di dada langit

namun sampai bila..

ku harus begini.
.
terus mencari,

tanpa jawaban walau ku menunggu

sampai syurga?? atau sudah ada kepastian pada hari esok

entahla..sampai bila..

biarlah ianya ketentuan Illahi,

ku hamba hanya mampu teruskan

kaki yang berjalan tanpa arah destinasi

mencari erti...


salam sang kelana d--b

Appreciation to the time

assalamualaikum...

at last~after struggling settle all the stuff to enter new semester since left the university for 8months which literally cam dah lupa what kind of kelas or which building need to go.haha.. xhengat punya..enjoying my internship moment maa...

for last 48 hours ku macam nak mampus berusaha untuk menyiapkan final report for internship program which the due date is this friday.pastu dah siap kena wat hard bound plak which will take few days.mmg kamikaze btolla..haha..they said last minit work will prouces better job,really??huhu

cek kat google reader,my god!! 52 post dat i miss...huhu betapa dah lama ku x tinggalkan blogsphere ni.huhu..so sowi, kepada other friend that i can't catch up with your blog.i will find a free time where i can read and leave a comment in your blog.ok??and for tetamu sang kelana yang selalu singgah, xkisahla jz nak lalu ke,usha update ke or so whatever.ku mahu mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kerana bagi sokongan kat blog ini walaupon blog ini hanya sekadar di jalanan - tidaklah sehebat blog2 len yg selalu update and with all kind of updated feature.sang kelana cuba meng-update blog ini dua kali seminggu sekurang2nya untuk tatapan tetamu kelana.tapi bak kata orang, kita hanya merancang, Allah yang menentukan.but teruskan membaca ok?? =)

last week, my family yang suka berjalan membuktikan kitorang memang gila berjalan. petang khamis lalu, kitorang bertolak dari terengganu menuju ke ipoh, melalu kuala krai dan cek in hotel at 1.30am!!the following morning we went to kampung batu gajah where one of my father friends dusun is.huhu2..its musim durian everyone!!kitorang redah dusun with jeans and sandal only.of coursela pakai baju,which t-shirt dat is so not suitable in dusun.haha..my mum worse,wearing white jeans~nice experience which i do not know when is the next time will come.ntah2,dusun pon dh xde kot..huhu..after having king of fruits, dashed to UTP since we afraid that he office will close for lunch break. thank god,this is the first time my room register process is smooth.hu2.

after memunggah segala barang2 ku ke bilik yang berada di puncak atas sekali, we head to bukit merah for cuti2 malaysia.hehe..having a nice time there which sang kelana gave 3.5 out of 5.xtaula kenapa,the facilities is good but sambutan orang ramai cam kureng je..maybe located far away from people kot...later..i back in UTP..huhuhu..my final year which is today is the first day of my final year.ngom san said, senior year already.hahahah..dah tua kan..

k la,here is some of the pics that sang kelana took for last few days...
operasi mencari durian..
ada dengar x bunyi durian gedebuk....
yeay!! jumpa duriann...
kumpul durian..sikit2 lama jadi berat....
durian2 yang dah memberat...
memunggah king of fruits
durian2 yang sedia untuk dimakan
emmm...sedapnya..bila nak pergi lagi ek...
riang ria di bukit merah
the wet look is so in...hahha =))

p/s:sowila guna bahasa rojak,since balik intern ni...hehehe...

salam sang kelana d--b

The Sony VAIO Hunt

Home Sweet Home

At last, after 6month far away from home sweet home, i'm back in terengganu where my home is.

sowi to everyone since da blog was left berhabuk.hu2.quite busy with final thingy.haih~hope i can cope everything before i enter new semester dat just few days to go.hu2.too many things happened in last few days.da first one is i got 1sms from phylunk,bdk sekolah melayu jalan stesen. he said about sam,also bdk skolah melayu jalan stesen. his mother just passed away sumwhere in early june.eksiden kena langgar bas.innalillah wa innalillahirajiun. hope my friend can get through all this hard time since his father already passed away and now he lost his beloved mum.semoga Allah menetapkan hatinya pada jalan yang benar dan diberikan kesabaran dan ketabahan mengharungi hidup yang penuh pancaroba. i as ur friends always pray happiness and success to all my friends in this world and world hereafter.

enough bout dat, nak cakap plak pasal jln2 kl.hu2.since dah kat 3bulan terdampar di pulau labuan, so ku melepaskan gian window shopping kt kl. pergi pavillion, cineleisure, midvalley, low yatt, times square and sunway pyramid.hu2..ku memang kaki jalan.xleh duk memerap lama2 sangat dalam rumah.biasala taurus guys...hu2..so..dah bnyk jalan,bnyk gakle habis duet,tapi xde shopping apa2 pon.mostly makan.transport and beli2 barang2 kecil-majalah etc...

last but not least, standing ovation and a big applause to tronoh theater shop or can i said "school of mime" dat gave wonderful shows in KLPac last monday. u can review some of their comment in half blog.mls la nak wat link.cek la kat link sebelah ni.huhuhu..they perform mime shows which a rare show in malaysia. most people who came to watch "the Platform"-an opportunity to who want to give a show where they don have place/money/time to do a show; gave good remarks for TTS@school of mime show.quite proud with all u guys.unfortunately i'm not talented with this kind of stuff even i'd try train in this mime thingy. keeep up all the good works guys!!

k la.some of the pic that it took during merewang2 di bandar metropolitan- kuala lumpur

shot2 merewang di kuala lumpur

the performer at KLPac


salam sang kelana d--b

Finally...

Final presentation.Final weekly report.Final report.Final year.Final Year Project.Final Year Design Project.FINALLY!!!!

hehe..turutan masa..akhirnya ku akan masuk ke SENIOR time in university.before that,today is my last day as VACATION trainee in Baker Hughes, Baker Petrolite division.what i can say bout 7month program ni was GREAT experience,moment,opportunity and knowledge gained. hmm..orang cakap ianya xleh dikatakan melalui perkataan,jz a GREAT time will i kept in my heart.
juz wanna say thanks to all the people in the division for this GREAT time. kak yati, en abdullah, mr brendan, mr ralph, jega, william, grace, lee, gary, laing, siti, rozi, yasmin and last but not least amarjit. you all gave me a GREAT time for this 7month even sumtimes got difficulties.he2.dat biar aku saja yang tahu.cewah cam farhan af4 plak.

apa lagi nak cakap yer??hmm..for final year, i'll majoring in Petroleum Engineering. hope the path that i take is the right path.hu2..cuak plak pk pasal after grad nanti.ble dapat keje ke x..hu2..btw i take "effect of solvent on paraffin wax texture" for my final year project since i worked on this problem during my internship program.

so gambar2 internship ku akan ku postkan pada post akan datang. k la. c ya!!

salam sang kelana d--b

tanya sama hati...

assalamualaikum..
meet again..

dua tiga hari ini ku bermain dengan hati..
membiarkan ianya kosong dan diganggu dengan dendangan lagu membelai jiwa
melayangkan diri ke masa ku di awang-awangan
tika hati dilamun rindu sukma
tika jiwa dipenuhi dengan kasih dan sayang
tersentak dari dunia khayalan..
ku berpijak di bumi yang nyata..
sedar yang ku punya masa depan untuk dicorakkan
tidak perlu lah lagi sejarah silam untuk dikenang

haha..apela yang sang kelana merepek ni kan??hmm..serabut dengan suasana politik negara.katak, sodomi, barua dan macam2 lagi yang keluar. dunia penuh dengan politiKING and politiQUEEN.even kat tempat keje pon ada.malas nak pk.haih...

hari ini setelah 5bulan, akhirnya ku telah potong rambut.muahaha...punya lama aku simpan,dan telah banyak telinga ini menerima kutukan dan pujian.ada yang mencemuh dengan imej rambut panjang ku dan tidak kurang juga ada yang suka dengan style baruku.hmm..manusia tidak pernah rasa senang dengan orang lain.mulut manusia,tahu2 sajela..dan kini ku buat keputusan yang MUNGKIN menyenangkan kedua2 pihak.ku potong rambut even masih sedikit panjang tapi kemas.lepas ni lantaklah apa orang nak katakan..

panjang tapi kemas....
(da only good shot from a not so good camera,jgn marah munir@yogen.ni semasa camera whoring selepas hair cut.huhuhu)

apa lagi mahu dikatakan lagi.owh ya...terlupa plak.jumaat ini,tamat sudah tempoh ku praktikal di labuan.yes, pulang KL,back to civilization.huhuhu..isnin depan ku ada presentation di hadapan university and company rep.waa..doakan ku dipermudahkan dalam urusan ku.tapi slides baru nak wat,haih..i'm not a good trainee.hik2.wateva..life must goes on.so people in KL, jejom jln2.PWTC ada MIDE-skuba exhibition,ble usha2 skuba gear.manela tau ble angkut satu dua ke.then p pavillion tgk angelina jolie dlm filem wanted.pastu usha new gadget and fix my broken hp.plan ahead tu.hik2.kita hanya merancang,tuhan yang menetukan...

andai senyuman itu ku punya..
masihkah mampu ku tersenyum kembali seperti dahulu...

sang kelana d--b